HAPPY BDAY XAVIER huang zhen hao!
its time to grow up and stop being so childish k.
hahas.

today had f&n lessons. (yeah, again..)
went to 303 coffeeshop to so-called clb his bday n had lunch.
they are all so funny la.
there's me, eechen, yingting, xavier, lik, teng, daniel.
after that brian came to join us.


those boys :)
daniel's blocked by lik. lol
kinda blur photo.
btw, me n eechen totally agree that teng's every action is cute. lol

kinda frustrated now. so decided to come up and post.
I RLY HATE THIS SCHOOL HOLIDAY.
its not even a school holiday.
they should just write on the holiday timetable, CURRICULUM TIME.

go to sch everyday till 5pm.
and i mean EVERYDAY!

went out ytd w dear (like finallyyy).
the last time i met him was on monday morning.
met for 2hrs.
and the last last time was last thurs.

anw, we went to watch Chronicles of Narnia: Prince caspian (nice!)
reached home at 10PM.
mom also scream at me.
i did not reach home at bloody 12AM!
she said i cannot go out anymore.

I DONT CARE REALLY.
everyday go school, go out one day also cannot?
NEXT MON GOT CLASS OUTING & i wanna go.
but i dno whether she'll allow.

and btw next wk is supposed to be a resting wk for all sec 4s.
f&n is such a time eater ! zz
but u know what? still must come back for f&n !

this holiday like meet dear 1 wk at most 2 times only.
each time also not for very long okay.
WALAOS IM SO ANGRY NOW LA.
and dear also have to work work work.

den when im free, he got work.
when im not free, he never work.
WTH LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
and just when i feel im becoming more independent, im getting depressed again.

argh nvm.
anw jus feeling so depressed now.
mel called me go out i also cant.
coz got f&n.

when i have free time, also cnt go anywhere.
I JUST FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE NOW.

having strange illnesses this few days ):
dno whats wrong with my body again.
tmr got mrkoh's emaths lesson AGAIN.
from 8 - 12.

and teng's going to japan tonight~
lol he's reluctant to go.
i wanna go SO MUCH, to view the beautiful scenery.
to get away from this hectic holiday.
anw bon voyage! =D

and i miss dear so muchhhhh =(
haix.

i don't cry for no reason.
im rly hurt.
rly rly rly hurt.
i don't want to feel insignificant.
its been so long already.
and im still not being acknowledged??
i rly dno.
i hope im just thinking too much.
nth can describe how i feel.
i can just cry. it doesn't mean that if i stop crying, im feeling okay already. its already imprinted in my heart.